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November 2017

This may come as a surprise to you, but you make me hate myself even more every day.

Every time you call me a waste of space, or say you regret every decision you havwade concerning me digs a knife deeper into me. So yeah, thanks for that Mom.

Nov 4, 2017
#opendiarytomymother

June 2017

My one friend told my other two friends i’m with “why can’t you be as good as Victoria” and I’m now thinking that she actually hates me and now the other two hate me even more oh my god why did I even come on this trip everyone would be having a better time without me

Jun 11, 2017
Do you ever just feel....

amberxbmth:

Just feel like no one wants you.

Like no one needs you.

Like everyone hates you.

Even your close friends.

Even your crush.

Even the person your in love with.

Just feel like no one loves you.

It just gets to the point where you believe,

everyone hates you.

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afflictionns:

I WANT SOMEONE TO CARE ABOUT ME SO BADLY. I JUST WANT TO FEEL LIKE SOMEONE ACTUALLY NEEDS ME BUT NO ONE DOES. IM JUST A USELESS WASTE OF SPACE.

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expels:

i always wonder what people’s reactions are when their phone lights up and says that i texted them

Jun 11, 2017 511 notes

I hate that I can never seem to think before I speak so I always end up saying the wrong thing and people hate me for it and I just don’t know what to do.

Jun 11, 2017
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I know for a fact that my friends hate me, because I hate myself. I don’t even know how they can deal with having me around, because if I was them I wouldn’t want me to be with them either. I’m a piece of shit who isn’t worthy to have any friends. They’re just dealing with me until they can finally free themselves of me. I hope that day comes soon for them.

Jun 11, 2017
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ice-princess-1:

I love you but you hurt me so fckn much. Idk what to do. You were the only “thing” that hold me here. It hurts to much. It’s like I mean nothing to you. I’m not good enough. - not pretty I’m ugly and useless. There is no hope.. no hope that you love me anymore. -bye.

Originally posted by dinkotheking


Originally posted by busbys-baptist-blog


Originally posted by i-am-my-own-drugs

Jun 11, 2017 258 notes
Fun fact

naziscum1488:

I can’t keep anyone happy.

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March 2017

Mar 3, 2017 3,219 notes
Cross the line if you're so insecure it stops you from doing everything you wish you could.
Mar 3, 2017 181 notes
Cross the line if you think you're better off dead.
Mar 3, 2017 153 notes
Cross the line if you don't meet your parent's expectation.
Mar 3, 2017 100 notes
Cross the line if you know you're relapsing but you're too afraid to tell anyone.
Mar 3, 2017 101 notes
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reblog this if you have...

fragilecreaturee:

40+ pounds to lose.

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Here is a list of things you can do if your body wants to binge again:

pathxthic:

  • clean your house/room (don’t forget to wipe)
  • drink as much water as possible
  • try to draw your goal body
  • try to draw your own thinspo
  • make a list of food you really love, write down the calories
  • do a research about calories and weight gain
  • make a list of special body goals like a thigh gap
  • make a list of 100 things you want to do when you are skinny
  • write down the food, score out the food you never want to eat again. Is there anything left?
  • go out for a walk
  • smoke a cigarette, if you want to
  • drink a diet coke
  • chew some sugar free bubblegum
  • go shopping
  • write down the clothes you will wear when you are skinny
  • make a list of 30 reasons why you want to lose weight
  • draw something that gets into your mind in the next 3 seconds
  • play games
  • sit in the bus and just drive
  • look at thinspo
  • tinker something
  • make gifts for Christmas or other holidays
  • take a shower
  • take a bath
  • go to sleep, take a nap
  • watch a documentary or other inspirational movies
  • do a research about other tips and tricks to lose weight
  • do exercise
  • take some aspirin
  • listen to music, stay at your room
  • do homework
  • read a book
  • write a story
  • write YOUR story
  • write a weight loss journal
  • start a diary
  • do some exercise
  • make a to-do list
  • do some DIYs
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too-fat-to-be-pretty:

Think before you eat, think about the consequences that come along with eating too much, do you seriously want to see a higher number on the scale tomorrow? Do you want to feel like a disgusting failure for eating this food? No you want to feel good about yourself, you have the control over yourself, and it’s easy. You don’t want to eat all of this right? So just don’t put the food in your mouth. You can do this.

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100 REASONS TO GET SKINNY

quietly-fading-to-dust:

THINSPIRATION
1. Imagine how you’ll look in tight clothes. No rolls no shame.

2. You’ll be delicate and small. No longer will you be the fat ugly friend.

3. Collarbones. Imagine having them to touch instead of just looking at them in thinspo.

4. You’ll have a thigh gap. No more chafing and no more disgusting fat just oozing off your legs.

5. Watching the scale go down every day instead of watching it go up and feeling disgusting.

6. Your sister will envy you.

7. Your friends will be jealous of your self control and tiny body. They can preach self love while secretly hating themselves all they want. It won’t matter because you’ll be thin and beautiful.

8. Thin hands and tiny wrists.

9. Delicate ankles and small calves. No longer will you be an elephant.

10. When you walk it will be virtually silent. People won’t hear you coming a mile away with disgusting hippo footsteps. You will be tiny and quiet. A shadow and a whisper.

11. People will ask how you got so thin. Oh they’ll be envious but none of them are strong enough to reach their goals.

12. For once you will be in control. No more binging, no more hunger after already eating. You will be powerful in your decision to achieve your ideal body.

13. You won’t be too embarrassed to draw yourself.

14. You won’t have to only date fat people.

15. In a relationship you will always be tinier than your partner. They’ll be able to pick you up and twirl you around.

16. People will give you piggy backs instead of you giving them.

17. Never again will you be too heavy for something.

18. You won’t be dictated by your fat anymore. Whatever you want, wear it! Everything looks good on thin.

19. Imagine how cute you’ll look in lingerie. Lace will just accentuate your tiny form.

20. Getting naked won’t be embarrassing. Let them stare. You’ll be beautiful.

21. It won’t always be unrequited love. People you didn’t have a chance with as a fat girl will love you. People need to get past the outside to see the inside. Nobody will bother getting past a disgusting fat outside.

22. Wearing makeup will be fun, not embarrassing.

23. You will be your own thinspo.

24. You’ll spend way less money on food. Food is temporary and a waste of cash. Instead spend it on games and clothes.

25. Looking in the mirror won’t make you want to break it.

26. A flat stomach is cute and tiny.

27. Your face will look thin and dainty. No more double chins and disgusting fat cheeks .

28. When people take pics of you it won’t make you want to cry. You’ll be the pretty one.

29. You won’t have to keep your hair short. Long hair won’t make you look like a greasy land whale.

30. Girls will envy you instead of pity you.

31. You’ll be the smallest person in your family. No longer will you be the fattest.

32. People will whisper about how thin you’ve gotten.

33. You’ll be light like a feather.

34. Food won’t control you. Eating is a necessity, not a crutch.

35. Think of bony shoulders. You’ll be defined and delicate instead of a shapeless mass of fat.

36. You’ll be able to count your ribs.

37. When you bend over people will be able to see the ridges of your spine. No more flubber.

38. You’ll have a tiny cute butt.

39. Thigh high socks will fit and look adorable.

40. Boots that travel up your calves will actually fit.

41. Shorts will look good on you.

42. Carnival rides won’t be embarrassing. The bar won’t touch your stomach. If anything they’ll worry you’ll slip out. You’ll be able to ride with anyone because your weight is barely anything.

43. Seat belts will fit easily. No more embarrassing struggle to strap yourself in while people silently judge you.

44. Any style will look good on you. Experimenting with fashion will be fun and interesting. Your body won’t hold you back.

45. You’ll be in the underweight category instead of the overweight one.

46. Your father won’t be ashamed of your weight. Your grandmother won’t keep getting shocked by how fat you’ve gotten. Instead she’ll fuss because you’ll be too thin.

47. There will be a huge difference in your before and after pics, and you’ll be proud.

48. You’ll finally get to fit your aesthetic. No more being ashamed of how you look. You’ll be the cute nerdy book girl instead of the fat gamer nerd slob.

49. Instead of eating you can follow hobbies like painting your nails, doing makeup, drawing, writing, and walking out in nature.

50. If you want some fun you’ll be able to hook up with someone of quality. No sloppy seconds. You’ll be first choice, not oh-my-god-never.

51. In a romance novel you’d be the beautiful thin one, not the tragic never loved fat one.

52. Shopping will be fun. You won’t have to keep looking for bigger sizes. Large will be too large.

53. If you want to you can shop at places that don’t carry plus sizes and be able to fit.

54. Changing rooms will be roomy and you won’t feel squished. Looking in the mirror to see how you look won’t be a disappointment.

55. You’ll fit in tiny spaces. No more bumping into walls when you go by.

56. Your breasts will be small and perky instead of fat.

57. Rings will look cute on your bony fingers instead of squeezing them like fat sausages.

58. The scale won’t make you want to cry.

59. Nobody will recognize you. They won’t be able to believe you went from whale to skinny.

60. Choker necklaces will look delicate and dainty on your neck. You won’t have double chins getting in the way.

61. Your jawline will be defined and sharp. No longer will you be soft edges and squishy fat.

62. You’ll be the pretty one.

63. Guys will actually like you instead of think you’re a blob of disgusting fat.

64. People will date you.

65. When you’re measured against other girls you won’t be the ugly one.

66. You’ll be able to love yourself.

67. At Halloween parties you can dress however you want and look good. No more ghosts or pumpkins.

68. Onesies. Just imagine.

69. Guys will chase you instead of you chasing them.

70. It will be okay to have something nice to eat every once in a while because you’ll be a pro at staying in control and if you do gain half a pound you can lose it just like that.

71. You could be princess carried without breaking someone’s back.

72. It’ll be “You’re so skinny” instead of “You’re not fat”.

73. When you’re at the gym you’ll be the one making people jealous and embarrassed.

74. Your feet will look delicate and dainty when wearing heels instead of like fat blobs.

75. Thinspo blogs will use your picture as thinspo instead of reverse thinspo.

76. ‘Cute’ will be the first word to describe you, not ‘nice’.

77. People will be concerned. Maybe they shouldn’t have called you fat and ugly all those years. Oh well, now you’re thin and beautiful.

78. You could be a model.

79. Crop tops will make you look cute, not fat.

80. No muffin top.

81. At family gatherings your snobby relatives will be blown away by how beautiful you’ve become.

82. Your exes will wish they’d never let you go.

83. You’ll be able to pull of cosplay like a pro. You won’t be the fat version of everyone you cosplay.

84. Every day will be exciting because you won’t hate the clothes you wear or looking in the mirror or stepping on the scale.

85. Shopping for a prom dress will be fun. You’ll look like an ethereal goddess instead of a sausage roll.

86. You’ll be able to pull off a bikini.

87. Going swimming won’t be embarrassing. You’ll be able to wear a sexy bikini without feeling like a joke.

88. You could wear baggy clothes and look stylish instead of like a slob.

89. You could wear your boyfriend’s shirt and nothing but panties and it would be the hottest thing he’d ever seen.

90. People will stare because they can’t believe you’re so beautiful, not because you look like you just crawled out of a gutter.

91. Unhealthy food will taste gross.

92. You’ll have a small stomach so when you eat small portions you’ll still feel full.

93. Eating will become so unimportant sometimes you’ll actually forget to eat instead of binging like a pig.

94. You’ll look like a ballerina.

95. If you’re eating less meat you’re helping the environment and saving animals lives.

96. No matter what else is going on in your life you will have control over your body. Nobody can take that from you.

97. Empty feels better than full.

98. Processed foods are extremely unhealthy. You’re doing yourself a favor by not eating them.

99. You’ll have so much more time and money if you’re not wasting them on food.

100. You will finally love your body.

☆Remember to stay safe. We want to be skinny, not dead. You can’t slay with a killer body if you’re decomposing six feet under. Be kind to yourself. Every pound is progress.

Mar 3, 2017 17,098 notes
My Reasons to Fast

scaremeskinny-blog:

  • To lose 1-2 lbs a day.
  • To gain control over my eating habits.
  • To detox.
  • To flush out bad food cravings.
  • To gain a sense of will power.
  • To wear cute clothes before the weather gets cold.
  • For mental clarity.
  • So I can tone up my slimmer body before the end of the year.
  • To have the thin face I used to have.
  • To have a flat belly.
  • To save money on groceries, so when I break my fast, I can continue to live a healthier lifestyle.
  • So I can finally give up cigarettes, which leads me to having an extra 200 dollars a month to spend on things to make me look cute/sexy.
  • To feel confident.
  • To be happy again.
  • To be a social butterfly again.
  • To prove to my best friend that I can do anything I set my mind to. She won’t have a reason to hog all the attention when I’m thinner.
  • So I can make more money.
  • To get a nose job to harmonize with my new, slimmer face (and maybe a small boob job).
  • To look good in lingerie (or naked).
  • To find better use of my time, such as discovering new hobbies.
  • To feel attractive with minimal make up.
  • To have a slimmer jaw that will make my whole face look good in any picture.
  • To be light enough to pick up.
  • So I can feel worthy enough to catch someone’s attention and not push them away when they make advances or compliments towards me.
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The only person I hate more then my father is myself.

How did I become this? Why am I still alive?

Mar 3, 2017

May 2016

May 8, 2016 1 note
#proana
May 8, 2016 730 notes
“It’s like having a secret and nobody but me knows I’m doing it”—The girl on the train (via secretdiaryofafatgirl)
May 8, 2016 1,359 notes
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Every time you say "no thank you" to food, you say "yes please" to thin.
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April 2016

As I sit here crying my eyes out I realize that I should just keep my mouth shut, my head down, and try to not exist
Apr 28, 2016 1 note
“You see beauty in everything but yourself.”—(via deeplifequotes)
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