One day my legs will be as small as hers
Every time you call me a waste of space, or say you regret every decision you havwade concerning me digs a knife deeper into me. So yeah, thanks for that Mom.
My one friend told my other two friends i’m with “why can’t you be as good as Victoria” and I’m now thinking that she actually hates me and now the other two hate me even more oh my god why did I even come on this trip everyone would be having a better time without me
Just feel like no one wants you.
Like no one needs you.
Like everyone hates you.
Even your close friends.
Even your crush.
Even the person your in love with.
Just feel like no one loves you.
It just gets to the point where you believe,
everyone hates you.
I WANT SOMEONE TO CARE ABOUT ME SO BADLY. I JUST WANT TO FEEL LIKE SOMEONE ACTUALLY NEEDS ME BUT NO ONE DOES. IM JUST A USELESS WASTE OF SPACE.
I hate that I can never seem to think before I speak so I always end up saying the wrong thing and people hate me for it and I just don’t know what to do.
I know for a fact that my friends hate me, because I hate myself. I don’t even know how they can deal with having me around, because if I was them I wouldn’t want me to be with them either. I’m a piece of shit who isn’t worthy to have any friends. They’re just dealing with me until they can finally free themselves of me. I hope that day comes soon for them.
