This may come as a surprise to you, but you make me hate myself even more every day.
Every time you call me a waste of space, or say you regret every decision you havwade concerning me digs a knife deeper into me. So yeah, thanks for that Mom.
My one friend told my other two friends i’m with “why can’t you be as good as Victoria” and I’m now thinking that she actually hates me and now the other two hate me even more oh my god why did I even come on this trip everyone would be having a better time without me
i always wonder what people’s reactions are when their phone lights up and says that i texted them
I hate that I can never seem to think before I speak so I always end up saying the wrong thing and people hate me for it and I just don’t know what to do.
I know for a fact that my friends hate me, because I hate myself. I don’t even know how they can deal with having me around, because if I was them I wouldn’t want me to be with them either. I’m a piece of shit who isn’t worthy to have any friends. They’re just dealing with me until they can finally free themselves of me. I hope that day comes soon for them.